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Jul. 2nd, 2006 | 01:10 am
mood: cynical cynical

Yes I conformed...oh well...


Thats it so friend me. Or I'll chase you down with an ax...for shits and giggles.


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What would people think...

May. 4th, 2006 | 01:05 am
mood: contemplative contemplative
music: nothing atm

If I was pregnant...
If I was a lesbian...
If I was raped...
If I was sick with something that won't go away...
If I was a drug addict...
If I was depressed to the point of suicide...
If I was mentaly ill...
If I was a street whore...
If I was a shop lifter...
If I was a transexual...
If I was a runaway...
If I was a ugly...

What would people think of me then...


How would they treat me...

The same or different.

What if my secreats were let out...what would people think...

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the 11th

May. 3rd, 2006 | 01:17 am
mood: weird weird
music: death metal baby got back

Thats my last day for the school year at GB...then I go home. I'll really miss my freinds and my Kasey...Hell I miss them already. Any ways I like the death metal version of baby got back...it kicks ass. I need some nuddie snuggles...*runs away giggling* Off to bed with me

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Apr. 11th, 2006 | 11:46 pm
mood: crushed crushed

just sucks some times...and for no reason at all. I'm jus being pissy I think. I should go to bed now.

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Apr. 6th, 2006 | 05:29 pm
mood: bitchy bitchy

It has been a okay week. My PMS has been killer mean with my moods though. I got my B.C. pills today and will start taking them on sunday.

I REALLY MISS MY BRITTANY...I wish I was there to hold her and make her feel better. But I am not so I have been mentaly holding her in my arms since I found out what has happend...I also changed the name of my body pillow to Brittany in her snuggley honor.

Yesterday I really snaped at Kasey b/c he was trying to help me fix my computer but I was confused. I felt really bad for doing it too...but he said it was okay b/c it was just PMS. He's a good understanding guy.

Also yesterday Paul told me about his "love" life and it made me happy. He has been sad for a while now and now he's got a girl and it makes me happy to see him happy.

I'm really frusterated b/c I can't get a hold of Alieca and I haven't seen her in like forever. She hasn't returned my messages at all.

Narnia came out on DVD...WOOT, that is hands down the bestest movie ever!!!!

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To Sam

Mar. 15th, 2006 | 01:02 am
mood: Crying b/c Sam is gone Crying b/c Sam is gone

Today is the one year...since I lost my good friend Sam...If I am quite today you know why. I miss him and I whis he was here but he isn't so I must carie on. I love you Sam!!!

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Pardon but could you help me out...

Mar. 11th, 2006 | 07:28 pm
mood: upset upset

If some one would stick a fork in my eye right now...that would be nice.

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A quote for you all ^_^

Mar. 7th, 2006 | 11:53 pm
mood: exhausted exhausted
music: Kasey's sweet sweet voice ^_^

Todays quote it...

"I don't have a baby...every body drink!!"
-Sex in the City

Not much has been going on lately...though I just started playing Ever Quest...Kasey bought it for me and set it up. ^_^ he spoils me something terrible...I love him for it too...but thats not the only reason I love him...there are a LOT MORE BETTER REASONS...that I will not start nameing now...b/c I am too tired to do so. I have a lot of mid term tests and papers to do this week...which sucks but I will get through it alright.

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Whatever...it kills time ^_^

Mar. 1st, 2006 | 11:31 pm
mood: anxious anxious
music: My boyfriend singing to me over the phone^_^


1. what is your middle name? I have two middle names Elizabeth and Alyssa

2.what size is your bed? Queen at home, twin at college

3. what are you listening to right now? My boyfriend complaning about his video game EQ

4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number? 27

5. what was the last thing you ate? candy hearts and koolaid

6. Last person you hugged? Carissa

7. How is the weather right now? Freezing rain

10. Do you have a G/F B/F? Yes and he's wonderfull

11. Do you want children? Yes like 3-4 of them

12. Do you drink? sometimes but very rarely

13. Would you consider yourself popular? not really

14. Hair color? um blond/brown

15. Eye color? Blue/green

17. Favorite holiday? Jesus birthday...aka Christmas

18. Favorite season? late Spring, early summer

19. Ever cried for no reason? Yes

20. Last movie you watched? Noises off

21. How many mirrors are in your room? one but its really little

22. do you know any other fall out boy songs? what the hell is this question all about...?

23. Have you ever decapitated a barbie doll? Yes...several of them and then we made them bungie jump off the stairs using an old rag as a string

24. Do you enjoy the sensational taste of starbucks? yeah some times...its a little expencive

25. Does the word "horcrux" mean anything to you? not a lot...but it sounds funny

26. Do you have any friends of the gay preference? Yes, who doesn't?

27. Do you think Jesus is great? he is better then great and I don't care what you think

28. Is cheese like the best food ever, or what? almost...ice cream is first

29. What books are you reading? homework books...sadley

30. How many piercings? 4 I just got 2 more this last weekend

31. Favorite movie? Narnia and anything I find really funny at the moment

32. Favorite college football team? um they all suck...but the badgers suck the least

33. What were you doing before filling this out? checking my deviant art sight

34. Any pets? a fish

35. Dogs or cats? Cats and dogs I like both a lot

37. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to? yes when I was little my mom caught me eating crayons

38. Have you ever loved someone? Yes

39. Who would you like to see right now? Kasey...duh

40. Poptarts? only good from a toaster which we don't have one in our appartment

41. Have you ever fired a gun? yeah I'm part of the NRA sillys

42. Do you like to travel by plane? no they make me sick

43. Righty of lefty? Righty but practicing with my left

44. If you could be with someone right now who would it be? Kasey...um duh again

45. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 normal 1 body pillow, and 1 squeesh pillow

46. Are you missing someone? all my high school freinds

47. Do you have a tattoo? no not yet...and most likely never

48. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday morning? I would if I got up in the morning on saterday

49. Are you hiding something from someone? Yes who isn't

50. What's the most annoying thing about you? I sleep way too much, I'm too forward with things, and I can be a bitch some times when I don't get my way

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Things I want to do but will most likely never get to

Feb. 28th, 2006 | 12:52 pm
mood: I want to beat some one up... I want to beat some one up...
music: Bombs over Baghdad, By Outkast

I want to learn to pole dance, I want to be a stripper/bartender/bouncer in a nice little sports bar in Chicago(b/c new york is to big), I want to lick the great wall of china, I want to have hott sex with lead singer of a underground german band, Becoma a vampire and lead a coven, Bite some ones neck ad pincturing the jugular vein...killing them, pull some ones collor bones off, grow wings and fly to any place I want to, own my own little coffee shop, movie to Thialand or Japan, and learn to speak another language fluently...that is all I can think of at the moment.

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